I am stuck...

Its sucks being me. I have a shit load of family responsibility, bills to pay, no savings and I don't like my job.
I want to travel and see the world but my hands are tied down. what's worst... I am SINGLE! I am not suppose to be having this problem. I'm not suppose to think of paying our house and other bills that comes in every month.

Sometimes I just want to disappear... leave it all behind and start living LIFE. My Life is slipping away before my eyes. My worst fear... dying without achieving something and I think I am doing just that. ( sigh)

I really don't know what to do. I still cant figure it out. I want to live life! my life... the way I want it. the way I suppose to be living. I have plans too. arrgghhhh!!! I just to shout!!!!! I want to complain!!! I want to get away. I just cant...



I am stuck...